Brochas Daf Chof Gimel amud aleph
"Guard your foot when you go to the House of G-d
(and be ready to hearken, rather than to offer a sacrifice of fools for they do
not know to do evil")(Koheles 4:17)
...Do not be like the fools who sin and bring a sacrifice
and they do not know whether they are bringing it on account of good, or
whether they are bringing it on account of bad. HKBH says, they are unable to
differentiate between good and bad, and yet they bring a sacrifice before Me!
The Ben Yehoyada quotes Chazal. "Teshuva of love
converts intentional sins into merits, while teshuva of fear converts
intentional sins into unintentional sins." How does one define teshuva
shel ahava (love)? As an internal repentance where one's heart is filled with
remorse brought on by a realisation that what is happening to the korban which
one is bringing for one's sin, should in reality have happened to oneself. By
contrast, if one brings a korban as a gift, because one believes it will
appease G-d, this constitutes an external teshuva of limited value.
A man is a fool if he fails to grasp the above
distinction, unable to distinguish how the appropriate mind set can be
transformative. If he brings the korban with the right kavana, he converts his
sin into "good," a source of merit for himself. Because, he instead
brings it as a mere palliative, then notwithstanding that he has indeed brought
a korban, he is left with "bad," namely, his sin.
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